 
 
 What is this tight and heavy feeling that im getting in my chest?. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 2:36 PM 
  
	
		Monday, October 02, 2006
Im gonna do something tommorrow i'd never thought of possible a year ago. 
Breaking that kryptonite..
 all confidence in the angel i once knew has extinguished. Just the dilemma of HOW to do it. Its for the best, isnt it? I dunno, right now i feel so god damn lost.
I need some assurance damnit. I know whats good for me. But pain has its strange ways to make it seem so enticing. BLEAH.
"i gotta do it..! And move on in life.