I wash my hands off the matter. Should there be a need to be bothered by these things in the future? I dun wish to see / fear the possible outcomes again everytime im not there. I probably mentioned some harsh words, but you know what? Screw that. Goin thru that kind of heart ache isnt gonna be added on to my life.
Staring at the orange sky @ 10:44 AM
Just shows how boring it can get in office when there's no work to do..
Staring at the orange sky @ 9:07 AM
i've seen this place a thousand times
Staring at the orange sky @ 12:25 AM
New week has started! Woohoo! Happenings during the weekend? Well it was the usual friday night with me, meeting the others for our weekly MoMo session =P And where we went on the following day was quite surprising. Met Jean for dinner @ Sakae Sushi, Wheelock Place, followed by a coffee session with a few others. So Brandon starts suggesting after 9pm that there was a 50% discount on cakes @ Cafe Cartel and asked to go. My gawd! We ended eating SooOOo much bread (its free flow) that the cakes seemed so secondary. LoL! Funny fun fun~ Jus when our pastry filled tummies had their fill, we ended up havin a drink at my old work place. Music Underground! Or Escapade, to be exact. Seems that there has been some internal managament conflict and mainside MU and escapade have been segragated. Sad case really.. Either way, we all had fun that night. Im sure of that =]
Staring at the orange sky @ 12:07 PM
Friday, March 31, 2006
I have my right to be angry. If not for friends who were around, god knows what would have happened. For YOUR friend, well i honestly think she wasn't much help. Unless of course, thats what you wanted and she was supporting you. If that would've been the case, all the more i shall not say anything more.
..Stop giving me false hope if you have no feelings towards me..
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian
You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body.
Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing.
While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful!
You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with.
____________________________________________________You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.
__________________________________________________________You Are Apple Pie
You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional
Those who like you crave security
_______________________________________________________________Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
________________________________________________________________How You Life Your Life
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
Friday, March 17, 2006
i've felt this all before
and every time you call
i've waited there as though you might not
call at all
i know this face i'm wearing now
i've seen this in my eyes
and though it feels so great, i'm still afraid
that you'll be leaving anytime
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
i've caught myself smiling alone
just thinking of your voice
and dreaming of your touch is all too much
you know i don't have any choice
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away...
say you love me
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
take it all away
or take it all away
Monday, March 13, 2006
Oh Oh.. And i've got a new change of skin for my blog! Same concept as the recent one, only with a difference in theme.. Sunset! Wanted a simple black-white theme initially but i settled on something more soothing. For me that is. Picture isnt all that great but i'll find a nicer one to compliment it soon i guess.
Moving on.... been thinkin for a bit this week. Mainly bout my life.. and which direction to take in my life after my ORD. I've had my sights on working under the media line for quite some time already. Advertising? PR agency? Maybe even a job for news agencies, though its highly unlikely considering my qualifications. Talked about it to some friends and relatives recently when i caught up with them. And TBF, i was appalled by some of their suggestions. A colleague at work introduced me to the possibility for working as a property agent. Told me of the different aspects workin in that line and its quite appealing. My grand uncle mentioned 5mins of media work(esp in advertising) and moved on to working in the sales line. Heard one of my aunts is working as a banker broker.. How interesting really =] In the end, these are the three jobs that i will most probably try my hand at, in terms of personal gain, Interest and Money (in that order):
1. Air Steward
2. Media (Advertising or Broadcasting)
3. Property Agent for ERA
Guess thats how i'll try my career advancements. Another thought did come in just for fun.. Being a model! (dun puke pls.. lol) A photo model la! I dun have the height to be a catwalk model anyway.. heh. Sad but true! Aight.. think i've tortured you enough with my hyped-up talk.
Cheers~
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Staring at the orange sky @ 4:25 PM
go on ppl~ DO THIS!
Staring at the orange sky @ 6:02 AM
"What are we?", he asked.
Staring at the orange sky @ 4:00 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
http://kevan.org/johari?name=drugbeat
Thursday, March 02, 2006
hesitation showed, "I dunno.."
"Undefined?"
"Yeah" ,an almost determined full-stop placed on that word.
And so the story continues.. Will hell break loose? Or the dreamer... wakes up to a startling nightmare of ones past.
What would you do, being on the receiving end of this scenario?