 
 
 Something i feel like talking about since last night's conversation with Mel. Lets get on the topical debate of the words "Hope" and "False Hope". 
Staring at the orange sky @ 9:51 AM 
  
	
		Thursday, October 05, 2006
Hope. The feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best, to look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence.. Or Hope against hope. To continue to hope, although the outlook does not warrant it.
Interesting how that one word can mean the exact opposite of the spectrum in different circumstances. i guess it does play a big part in deciphering its meaning. Personally, when i think of it generally, its the feeling of something good to come. How i hope for the best. How i want the good times to keep coming. How i hope against hope that theres a chance for a better change in people. Esp a specific few whom i shall not mention. 
Then theres false hope. The meaning whereby to me, is the mention of falsehood and past facts(which may no longer be applicable) to bring up ones belief and expectations. And where else does it lead to? I call it the fools paradise. Self delutional world where hopes and dreams come true though the likelyhood of those coming true are probably a fraction away from nil. 
To be frank, i think im one of those jokers who fall in the "fools paradise" category. The thought of giving up just because a person changed(therefore the past fact no longer being relevant) and it is, indeed a hard fact for some to accept. But thats pretty normal, people change all the time right? Its just so much harder to accept it when its for the worse.. 
So what do you, reader, hope for?