Life is a like a Sunset

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Yesterday after work, headed down to spins to meet Elmo, Gabriel, Marvin, William, Ah Jo, Felicia, Crystal, Ed, Ah mi, Nicole and co. Started our dance session about 8pm(pretty late) but things went on pretty smoothly i guess. Since it has been a while since the last session(bout a month+), our coordination with each other and movements have deteorated a little. Good thing is that we managed to fuse most of our routines that were made earlier, into one long routine! At the end of the night, was too tired to think of anything else but go home and sleep.Andy arrived just when we finished.. so he wanted to eat. Marv followed him and they were headin to Momo together with Gab and the girls. Me and elmo? We headed home.. Sucks to have work the day after.. seriously.

Slept near midnight. Sounds like ample sleep right? I would've gotten 7hrs+ sleep.. I dunno why but i woke up earlier feeling so drained of energy. Both physically and mentally. Its as though i never slept at all! Was dreaming all night, or was it thinking? Cause usually i'd forget what i dreamt of. This case is a lil different. Was as if my thoughts were put into a motion picture. o.O Now my only worry is to stop yawning at work.. and to get enough sleep tonight.

Staring at the orange sky @ 8:57 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006

History's repeating itself. I'm going back to my old gaming lifestyle again! What with the Quake4 and Dota matches that we guys have been playin non-stop recently, i dont think its gonna be very healthy for my wallet -.- Seriously man, what happened to my healthy lifestyle?! Even our dancing sessions which we used to have so often, have not been active for the last month plus! SIGH..

7months 19 days to go before ORD.. And i'm still undecided on what are my plans after that. Continue study? Work? Work where? part-time? Full? Bleah. I guess its high time i started focusing on what i want and not worry bout my social life.

to gab: Dude, hearin your story, i really wish i could help you out. Unfortunately all i can be is a listening ear. You know my stand in my personal love life.. Cant really do much if mine's far from being solved either. If only we could get out of these complicated lifestyles we're livin in right? Heh.. Like you said, if there's any solution to our problems, we already know of it, jus how we choose to do it (if we do).

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:38 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Sarah Maclachen - Fallen

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so

We all begin with good intent
When love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I have held so dear

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so

Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one misstep one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so

Great song.. Those who have not heard it yet, do make the trouble to listen

Staring at the orange sky @ 8:43 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006

New week, old habits. My Gawd. Lets see. In the past week, i've been playin loads of LAN games again, went clubbing 4 times (though i didnt wish for one of them) and had NO dance session nor Sentosa! Shit... Whats happening to my life??? Im becoming more active for the wrong things again! I dun wanna become the "Ba Zhang" that i was before! Okok yes im still fat but not AS fat. Gotta do something.. My sleep for the past few days have been rotten.. u know the feeling of not having slept at all when u wake up?? Yes, that feeling.. Hoping i'll get some kind of sleep-debt tonight when im home.

Events for this coming week would be... *checks calendar*

5th April, Wednesday - Jasmine aka Scallop's Birthday @ Momo. (see, clubbing again)
7th April, Friday - No plans. But SHIT yea, i think im gonna go to the above mentioned again -.-
8th April, Saturday - Movie date! Well sorta.. hah. V for Vendetta!
11th & 15th April - Mass Media Research & Journalism Project Datelines, respectively. (in which i've not started any of them yet.. ah heck, whats new?)

Staring at the orange sky @ 11:48 AM