 
 
 I wash my hands off the matter. Should there be a need to be bothered by these things in the future? I dun wish to see / fear the possible outcomes again everytime im not there. I probably mentioned some harsh words, but you know what? Screw that. Goin thru that kind of heart ache isnt gonna be added on to my life. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 10:44 AM 
  
	
		Friday, March 31, 2006
I have my right to be angry. If not for friends who were around, god knows what would have happened. For YOUR friend, well i honestly think she wasn't much help. Unless of course, thats what you wanted and she was supporting you. If that would've been the case, all the more i shall not say anything more. 
..Stop giving me false hope if you have no feelings towards me..