 
 
 Christmas is coming! Everywhere i go, i hear the old repeated (but not boring) christmas songs aired. SIGH~ the festive season. Damn. Have not planned what to do for christmas yet.. not that it needs prior planning of course. Just that i feel it its gonna be another un-fulfilled celebration for me. Ya know.. havin so much expectations for a certain event? Yet also half-expecting some dissapointment that might come along. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 8:49 AM 
  
	
		Monday, November 28, 2005
CAN I RUN AWAY FOR CHRISTMAS?!?! LIKE REALLY REALLY FAR??
Ok ignore that. -.- Loneliness is a killer. Bleah.
Know the feeling of being with that special someone underneath the mistletoe, enjoying the moment, just the two of you? Man.. I want that again! Christmas seems the best when i was in my childhood, now that i think of it.. Jus happilly opening presents at home, happy with EVERYTHING u got cause there were no expectations. I remember working at MU on christmas eve 2 yrs ago.. Now that was somethin to remember. ha! No expectations again cause i already knew i was working. But the customers and fellow colleagues made it a WONDERFUL night! Sprayin of the fake snow and huggin like everyone! (includin the babe customers) and of course the countdown! Really hope this year would be something near it at least.. with all the expectations i have, hopefully it wont turn out as a dissapointment personally for me. Well im outta here. Ciao!