 
 
 Ok i so hate this. Sunday morning now.. all packed to go sentosa and what do i get.. rainy weather -.- How am i gonna get my tan like that then?? sigh.. Goin to vaune's chalet with Lings later so i guess theres no other option out. Boohoo.. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 10:28 AM 
  
	
		Sunday, October 09, 2005
Oh yea.. yay! I submitted 2 outta 3 projects due already! Just one last one to go for this semester =P Which is the hardest to do so far.. Any generous help offered would be gladly accepted btw.. haha.  Other than that, i guess its just my group presentation for Public Relations this coming Friday. *shivers* i hate presentations.. balls shrink, i get tongue tied, hands shake non-stop when im holding my cue cards.. not to mention i keep repeating myself and you'll always hear me saying the word "Basically" alot! I hope that doesnt happen though.. The group im with are one of the most gifted people when it comes to speech and stage presence.. really hope i dont ruin it for them =
Think i said that i wanted to lessen my clubbin recently.. Well, obviously my body has a mind of its own. LoL! Went to Black like what.. 3 times this week? Ladies night + friday + sat, which was last night. Could it be because i wanna see her? Though she's with her new guy? Basically im fucking myself up the arse arent i? In the end i'll just lose my mood to club after seeing both of them all lovey-dovey together.. Honestly thats fine with me as long i dun see that kinda stuff.. but i miss her. Really i do.. *slaps myself* Ok cal wake up. -.- Just hope she's doin fine in her relationship. Alright.. im jus gonna basically download some songs and drown myself with 100plus and intoxicate my lungs with nicotine. bye!