 
 
 Just came back from Chinablack.. one of the earliest times i left the place. Why? well.. found out a piece of news that i should've been expecting for quite a while. Guess it was just a matter of time. I dunno what im feeling right now really.. angry? sad? or happy for her? i just cant place it.. i just hope she'll be happy. For once in this 9, coming to 10 months, i have no choice but to face reality. I hate it. For her sake, i hope he wouldnt turn abusive.. something i said earlier that might happen to her and i take it all back.. but i doubt i have the courage and capability to continue the so-called friendship with her.. I'll still reply when and if she ever messages me. But thats it. I gotta distance myself no matter what.. For my sake.
 
Staring at the orange sky @ 2:35 AM 
  
	
		Sunday, October 02, 2005