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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I was so right.. shouldnt have gone for my IPPT earlier this morning. LoL! Failed in the expected stations *bleah* Went home to change and left for Orchard to look for "stuff". Walked half of orchard with Ben(my Police Academy Buddy) before we decided to head back to Novena. YES.. i'm at work now. Sigh.. Was seriously thinking of taking half day off for today so i could rest. But we're short-handed already as it is in the office so i guess i'd better not play bastard.

Plannin to leave work @ 6 on the dot later for Candice's birthday. Hope im dressed ok.. haven tried my formal shoes with jeans before. Whats worst, the shirt im wearing is one that i haven't touched for almost a year already.. it looks baggy on me! (does that mean i slimmed down? haha) All of em will be meeting at spins later SooooOoo.. to the birthday girl(doubt she'll see this but what the heck):

CAND the MAN! Happy 18th Birthday~!!! Finally legal to club at most places from now on.. haha! May u not be so suay at "Kings" with me =P (i know u like it secretly) Wahaha... Heres to more fun times ahead! Hope you'll have fun tonight..keke. Cheers in advance!

Staring at the orange sky @ 4:29 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I so hate this com! Blogged yest but the com hanged on me when it was in the uploading stage! Grrr... ah screw that.. cant be fcuked bout it. Its a Tuesday! Yay~ why is it a good day? Its not. But at least its one more day less to the weekend. I got my IPPT tommorrow and i DUN WANNA GO! No confidence la... go there just to make myself lose face >.< Failed cause of my standing broad jump half a year ago.. now its gonna much worse cause of my lack of training.. haiz. should jus take mc =X

I bought the book "Atlantis" bout a month+ ago, all ready to settle in and finish a good book. Guess what.. up till today, im only about *starts counting* 20 pages in? Hah! Just realised that yesterday after work when i was waiting for Elmo to arrive for our coffee session.. And to think i have another 3-4 more books that are in mind. Whoever reads this during office hours and are bored as hell like me, pls just tag me! or email me even! i'll willingly give my working email to you all! but not so directly through my post la. OH~ sms will be more than welcome though it actually costs money =P

Staring at the orange sky @ 9:34 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005

Hmmm.. Sitting in office now. Seriously stress when my Senior Director is in a rush for time.. Wanna do my job properly also got problem. Haiz~ Well at least the hectic part for today is over =D Have to tahan till friday before Eileen comes back from her course.. then im back to my desk! (with all my games and songs waiting) hehe.. Gotta go down to City Hall later to pass my classmate's Project results and notes to her FRIEND -.- (called 5mins ago said she couldnt make it and that her friend would help her take it) BEST.

Oh oh! Yesterday was really really fun =D Definitely cause of the company more than anything else.. lemme see.. there was a total of 9 of us there i think. Me, Gerald, Bran, Jessie, Icah, CC, Lings, Candice and Danny! Haven had such a number together at the beach for a long time already~ Seperated into 2 groups after we left the beach. Me,Danny, Gerald, Lings and Candice went to eat the muslim food at Rivervalley(Yumm..~) then we headed to Danny's hse for a drinking and "Truth or Dare" session.. Though it was nothing but truths all night. LoL! Danny if u see this, Man i love ur balcony! Really sets the mood! Especially with the Sentimental songs in the background. okok anyhoo, i got a whole night of doing NOTHING after i drop off the stuff later. Argh.. *prays someone i know is havin coffee @ spin*

15mins more till im finished with work for today!! w00t!!! Time to pack up!

Staring at the orange sky @ 4:40 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

OMG.. i Dread being back in sg for some reason.. SigH~ Never thought i'd have so much fun within the short time that i was at Genting. It was so carefree, exciting and peaceful! I swear i need ta go on more vacations with friends.. First time i actually stepped into a casino! Learnt how to play roulette there.. Oh man is it addictive! Lost quite a bit on the tables but all in all it was still fun =]

Highlight of the trip? Outdoor theme park! Haha.. The rides were great! Took lotsa photos and sat on the rides a few times at one go =P Got soaking wet by the time we left that day for dinner.. (Some ride that splashes your ride into the water) Cant post any pics at the moment cause well.. the cams are with two diff ppl. One with my Thomas' gf and the other with Lik Keong's Dad. Guess i'll have to wait for a while before i can go for a trip like that again..

Have two birthdays comin up in abt 2 weeks time.. Die... dunno how to stinge my money till then >.< AND present this sat! *gulp* Help help!!

Staring at the orange sky @ 10:54 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

Aight! I'll be away from Singapore this weekend! Tonight in fact! w00t w00t~ Where am i goin? Malaysia, Genting Highlands... haha! Anti-climax aint it? Oh well, at least im out of singapore for a while.. a very short while.. Up till now i kept thinking on what am i gonna do there if im not gonna gamble much. Watch a movie? Go to the theme park? Sleep with the very cool weather? Oh yeah that sounds good =p

Something else i have to do before i leave for the trip though.. Which is my group presentation tonight! Im so nervous... my god.. cant even remember what to say NOW , not to say the least, tonight -.- Well guess i'll just have to go through with it either way right? Wish me luck peeps.. hopefuly in winning money at Genting as well.. haha! Back on Sunday night.. May i be a rich man by then =P (malaysian millionaire? lol) Adios!

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:09 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

Oh oh! My day didnt turn out to be that bad in the end! haha.. Lings, bran and jared met me before we headed for Vaune's Chalet at Downtown East in the night. Saw Jo after such a long time and honestly, she looks better now.. Got to know some very friendly friends of theirs as well. Other than that, i had to french, kiss, dance all in the game called "King". Funny :P Some other relationship problems "happened" amongst a handful of them. Mainly bout? Hush now.. cant say it out loud now can i?

Bout 5-6 years ago, a friend named Joyz mentioned to me that i looked like a 32 yr old, a father of two kids! Fark... imagine i was only 14 at that time -.- Last night at the Chalet, the record was broken.. LoL!(why am i laughin?) Jo said i looked like a 42 yr old with 2 kids! So im wonderin... the hell did these two kids come from?! Then another thought, Whos' the Mrs? o.O Kinda sad i look so old.. damn! So what is it.. my dressing? hair? face? (ugh) voice? or option E.. all of the above.. *sobs* OK. New aim in life. Look Young! or at least.. try to look young..

Another problem jus occured to me. Im supposedly going on a trip to Genting this coming weeked. Plan was to leave on Friday right after work. I already informed my lecturer for Sat that i wouldnt be able to present my project this week. So.. sounds good right? Yea great! Only that i forgot i had one more presentation on Friday.. Harder now cause its a group presentation. Arghhh.. didily didily doo.. what am i to do? Take MC and present my part of the project alone? Forgo the trip and present? Suggestions anyone? Aight, gotta get some work done.. -zombie goes back to work-

Staring at the orange sky @ 10:41 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Ok i so hate this. Sunday morning now.. all packed to go sentosa and what do i get.. rainy weather -.- How am i gonna get my tan like that then?? sigh.. Goin to vaune's chalet with Lings later so i guess theres no other option out. Boohoo..

Oh yea.. yay! I submitted 2 outta 3 projects due already! Just one last one to go for this semester =P Which is the hardest to do so far.. Any generous help offered would be gladly accepted btw.. haha. Other than that, i guess its just my group presentation for Public Relations this coming Friday. *shivers* i hate presentations.. balls shrink, i get tongue tied, hands shake non-stop when im holding my cue cards.. not to mention i keep repeating myself and you'll always hear me saying the word "Basically" alot! I hope that doesnt happen though.. The group im with are one of the most gifted people when it comes to speech and stage presence.. really hope i dont ruin it for them =
Think i said that i wanted to lessen my clubbin recently.. Well, obviously my body has a mind of its own. LoL! Went to Black like what.. 3 times this week? Ladies night + friday + sat, which was last night. Could it be because i wanna see her? Though she's with her new guy? Basically im fucking myself up the arse arent i? In the end i'll just lose my mood to club after seeing both of them all lovey-dovey together.. Honestly thats fine with me as long i dun see that kinda stuff.. but i miss her. Really i do.. *slaps myself* Ok cal wake up. -.- Just hope she's doin fine in her relationship. Alright.. im jus gonna basically download some songs and drown myself with 100plus and intoxicate my lungs with nicotine. bye!

Staring at the orange sky @ 10:28 AM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

w00t! This week's supposedly hectic for me with all my project submission date lines reachin and me, not havin started any of them other than the one thats due tommorrow =P Why am i not stressed??? Weird character i am... got another 2 submission due later this week and here i am chillin out in the office stoning, listening to Corrinne May songs (I sooo love her songs *sigh*) and updating my blog. Ok maybe the only thing thats makin me a lil nervous is the thought of presenting the project in front of the whole class in 2 weeks time >.< Oh yeah.. i've been SITTING alot the past 2 days.. played volleyball @ Sentosa with Gerald on Sunday, that arse kept making do funny stunt just to reach out for the ball =p Now my buttocks feels like the baggage on a plane.. Fragile.

Anyway, im leavin for Police Cantonment Complex soon to submit my exit permit and update my passport. Im goin to Genting Highlands next week! To do what? I dunno man.. i aint gambling thats for sure so i'll have to find some other ways of self entertainment. Was thinking of travelling down to KL to club on one of the nights but it seems the others are simply too casino minded or just not supporting the idea of going. Guess i'll have to plan another trip in the near future just to go there and club and get drunk and eat good food =P

Met up with Joreen, Cerina and Angela for coffee recently.. Its been such a long time since i last went for a chit chat session with my ex classmates! Think i should really look up more friends that i havent met for some time.. Hopefully some of them wouldnt be too caught up with their bf/gf's to catch up for some coffee.

Staring at the orange sky @ 11:31 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Just came back from Chinablack.. one of the earliest times i left the place. Why? well.. found out a piece of news that i should've been expecting for quite a while. Guess it was just a matter of time. I dunno what im feeling right now really.. angry? sad? or happy for her? i just cant place it.. i just hope she'll be happy. For once in this 9, coming to 10 months, i have no choice but to face reality. I hate it. For her sake, i hope he wouldnt turn abusive.. something i said earlier that might happen to her and i take it all back.. but i doubt i have the courage and capability to continue the so-called friendship with her.. I'll still reply when and if she ever messages me. But thats it. I gotta distance myself no matter what.. For my sake.

Staring at the orange sky @ 2:35 AM