 
 
 Men in general are said to have an enormous ego that can barely fit into their heads. Now im questioning the same thing that are propped on the shoulders of women. Only difference? They'd call it dignity.. Bleah. Yeah somethin happened to me but i shall not go into the details. Jus wondering... Maybe its in the particular person itself? I mean as in not wanting to LOSE. To anyone in that matter. Is it counted as being competetive? Cause i sure as hell dont think so. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 12:09 PM 
  
	
		Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Okok.. on a lighter note. My back is peeling like mad! First you'll notice the raw skin thats on my shoulders.. Skin still peeling from the previous visit to Sentosa! (Not a nice sight, trust me)
My first lesson for my advance diploma class starts tonight! Quite excited about it actually.. and a tad nervous.. Hoping for a positive outcome so that i can get my "kaki's" for my upcoming project in time to come. (and for them to help me sign attendance when im not around) =x
Thought about it for a while already.. and i still dont know how to celebrate my birthday! Its either Chalet, clubbing, dinner or nothing at all. Right now the only option im considering is not celebrating at all.. Dunno why but i dun feel like it.. its as though im only thinkin of celebrating it for the sake of celebrating. Whats the use when im gonna end up using more money and not being happy right? *sigh* Oh well... shall stop here. Life is a bore.