 
 
 And so it starts. Where my one-way path reaches to a stop and im forced into a crossroad. Not one of my decision but rather, one that im forced to accept. Finally plucked up enough courage a few nights ago and asked her. Well, answer wasnt very good. Still, i'll live. Just wondering right now how badly we'll drift. I know she still misses her ex. Have been, always been. Guess i only wanna ask her one more question. But i doubt i'll get to do that. Anyway, i've Been distracted since that night and have been walkin around pretty zombified. Sigh.. Working used to be a place of escape for me in the past when i was still at Music Underground. Now that im at MHA, i dun move around as much and definitely have more time to slack. Thinking of personal stuff is really depressing sometimes. Makes me wonder will i be happy or achieve anything in the future. 
Staring at the orange sky @ 10:40 AM 
  
	
		Friday, August 26, 2005
Hmmm.. Just noticed that i have no class tonight! Wee~ Guess its a blessing in disguise? Considering that i have my face lookin all peeled like one of the ghosts in "The Maid" -.- What to do tonight...sigh