Life is a like a Sunset

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Friday, August 26, 2005

And so it starts. Where my one-way path reaches to a stop and im forced into a crossroad. Not one of my decision but rather, one that im forced to accept. Finally plucked up enough courage a few nights ago and asked her. Well, answer wasnt very good. Still, i'll live. Just wondering right now how badly we'll drift. I know she still misses her ex. Have been, always been. Guess i only wanna ask her one more question. But i doubt i'll get to do that. Anyway, i've Been distracted since that night and have been walkin around pretty zombified. Sigh.. Working used to be a place of escape for me in the past when i was still at Music Underground. Now that im at MHA, i dun move around as much and definitely have more time to slack. Thinking of personal stuff is really depressing sometimes. Makes me wonder will i be happy or achieve anything in the future.

Hmmm.. Just noticed that i have no class tonight! Wee~ Guess its a blessing in disguise? Considering that i have my face lookin all peeled like one of the ghosts in "The Maid" -.- What to do tonight...sigh

Staring at the orange sky @ 10:40 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Men in general are said to have an enormous ego that can barely fit into their heads. Now im questioning the same thing that are propped on the shoulders of women. Only difference? They'd call it dignity.. Bleah. Yeah somethin happened to me but i shall not go into the details. Jus wondering... Maybe its in the particular person itself? I mean as in not wanting to LOSE. To anyone in that matter. Is it counted as being competetive? Cause i sure as hell dont think so.

Okok.. on a lighter note. My back is peeling like mad! First you'll notice the raw skin thats on my shoulders.. Skin still peeling from the previous visit to Sentosa! (Not a nice sight, trust me)

My first lesson for my advance diploma class starts tonight! Quite excited about it actually.. and a tad nervous.. Hoping for a positive outcome so that i can get my "kaki's" for my upcoming project in time to come. (and for them to help me sign attendance when im not around) =x

Thought about it for a while already.. and i still dont know how to celebrate my birthday! Its either Chalet, clubbing, dinner or nothing at all. Right now the only option im considering is not celebrating at all.. Dunno why but i dun feel like it.. its as though im only thinkin of celebrating it for the sake of celebrating. Whats the use when im gonna end up using more money and not being happy right? *sigh* Oh well... shall stop here. Life is a bore.

Staring at the orange sky @ 12:09 PM