 
 
 Went to Cineleisure to meet Brandon last night.. and guess who else was there with him? JESSIE.. i wouldnt say it was a BAD thing.. just awkward? we haven really spoken to each other for a year and a half already! (gosh.. has it been that long..?) Lookin each other in the face was already a challenge.. Either way, Glad to know she's all good though =]  
Staring at the orange sky @ 3:14 PM 
  
	
		Sunday, May 29, 2005
Now that im grounded to the confines of my house cause of the heavy rain, i feel somewhat lost.. Been messagin Jean since mornin and yet no answer from her.. Guess she's havin fun of her own as well.. I FEEL SO LONELY DAMNIT! *BIG sigh* Need to get something to keep my mind occupied.. Ok! a book? a movie? i cant decide.. Ahhh! Fuck me Sideways. seriously.. dunno what im thinkin now. 
time ta listen to some blues and fade away from this world.. *GoNe*