 
 
 4 more days till i get enlisted.. know wat? i dont feel so good.. Im kinda numb to the feeling that im going in but in my life now, i feel like shit. I have 2 more days at work left.. Already im missing work. No.. i should put it more accurately.. im already missing my colleagues and the place itself. 1 1/2 yrs of my life spent in that location, with loads of memories! And im glad to say they were mostly good ones. The honour i had of working side by side with the best people that can be found anywhere =] Hell.. They were my diaries and company most of the time when others werent around! Playing pool, chillin with me for coffee sessions, clubbin like animals and bitchin about anything and everything wrong in this world! To all my fellow eat-snake kakis, cheerful, responsible,funny and funkadelic colleagues, Bless you all =]
 
Staring at the orange sky @ 5:46 AM 
  
	
		Friday, December 10, 2004
As for my more personal, in-depth life, think im jus not cut out for relationships. Either i get played or things jus dont work out. Last thing i need is to be continuosly tortured mentally when im in camp! Ask a question and what do i get? SILENCE.. how GOLDEN -.- Time to turn gay i guess?? Hahaha.. No thanks(though i know some ppl like to suan me as one).. kissing another male is not mah thang! Fark.. jus remain single till the right one comes yea? For now, Screw love!
Which brings me to another thought.. My plans are screwed for christmas eve already! Arghh.. What to do when i book out?? Stay home? Go church? Club?(with who -.-), watch a movie?(same question..) Damn it..
k think i said too much today.. nite ppl..