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Saturday, December 18, 2004

My first bookout from camp! Dunno wad to say man.. my hair is like shit! Ok it may be considered long compared to the standard NS haircut but STILL... i look so commando-ish! Ahhhh! Crap man.. No smoking in the Academy.. Pure crappiness with that.. Workout everyday which is fine actually(other than the countless pumpings that kill us) and waking up every morning with a different part of my body aching.

Guess one thing i really cant get used to is sleeping so early every night! freakin 9pm and all's quiet.. on a normal day i'd probably be STARTING work or outside gettin some coffee or a movie! forcing myself to sleep in an old barrack that is most probably haunted and NOT being able to sleep half the time, seriously sucks when i keep waking up everytime and seeing the time, only to find out its 10+ or just after midnight.. and when i finally DO get to sleep(which is arnd 3), id be woken up not long after that.. bleah.

Seeing the drills done by all the squads really made me impressed man! I wan my squad to be jus as good or even better than them! Hate it when ppl look down on us.. Arses i swear -.-

Anyway after i got changed at home i rushed down to orchard with samuel(who waited at the PA gate to meet me) to meet Vaune and Ivan for coffee at Spin! Man.. the freedom never felt so good man! Was enjoyin the mocha spin, PEPSI, the Civilian corwd and babes! Wahahha.. Babe watching never gets boring man =D Ate Old Chang Kee, talked cock, saw more babes, then we went over to MU while Vaune left for home(spoiler!).. And for the first time, i queued to get in! haha! Was fun though =D Met my colleagues and customers.. saw the new wine bar, danced and drank like crazy! Only thing that dampened my mood a lil was when i noticed my ex there.. Anyway, after the lights came on, Ivan headed for home while samuel joined me for supper at newton before goin home.. and here i am after wakin up, bloggin on my second day of freedom before i go in tomm night.. OMG i dun wanna go back!!!! AWOL ah!

Staring at the orange sky @ 10:29 AM

Friday, December 10, 2004

4 more days till i get enlisted.. know wat? i dont feel so good.. Im kinda numb to the feeling that im going in but in my life now, i feel like shit. I have 2 more days at work left.. Already im missing work. No.. i should put it more accurately.. im already missing my colleagues and the place itself. 1 1/2 yrs of my life spent in that location, with loads of memories! And im glad to say they were mostly good ones. The honour i had of working side by side with the best people that can be found anywhere =] Hell.. They were my diaries and company most of the time when others werent around! Playing pool, chillin with me for coffee sessions, clubbin like animals and bitchin about anything and everything wrong in this world! To all my fellow eat-snake kakis, cheerful, responsible,funny and funkadelic colleagues, Bless you all =]

As for my more personal, in-depth life, think im jus not cut out for relationships. Either i get played or things jus dont work out. Last thing i need is to be continuosly tortured mentally when im in camp! Ask a question and what do i get? SILENCE.. how GOLDEN -.- Time to turn gay i guess?? Hahaha.. No thanks(though i know some ppl like to suan me as one).. kissing another male is not mah thang! Fark.. jus remain single till the right one comes yea? For now, Screw love!

Which brings me to another thought.. My plans are screwed for christmas eve already! Arghh.. What to do when i book out?? Stay home? Go church? Club?(with who -.-), watch a movie?(same question..) Damn it..

k think i said too much today.. nite ppl..

Staring at the orange sky @ 5:46 AM