Saturday, October 16, 2004
Why is it that we, beings of the lost emotional cycle, always fall in and out of love? First its a trip to the heavens everytime ones heart recognises another social being as a potential romantic partner. Feel the jitters everytime u see that person from afar? Temptations to approach him/her yet the power of friction is harder to fight than you thought once you're near enough. Lets say you DO approach that someone.. its either rejection or acception(be it slow or fast).
After countless dates, going out for the movies, chatting over some coffee or nice cocoa, the catch falls into the web of love and devotion. "2 become 1" as they say.. and well, happiness is found! Or so you thought! Well honestly, not every couple around can be at peace with other for long.. so what gives? The endless quarrels of different opinions,you not understanding me, me not understanding you, cruelty or cold treatment to other and for some, the "third party" comes into the picture. Im sure no one likes that in the least. A web of love mutates to the dark and never ending pit of jealousy, distrust and anger..
Ok so i was jus talking about the "dark" side of relationships. But still, the most common outcome.. they always say you will find the ONE for you sooner or later in life.. Will you really? God knows.. and if i can help it, i think its better not to understand the vicious whirlpool of emotions that goes on in our lives.
P.s if you dont understand what i was talkin about all this time, dont ask me. Neither do i.
-faints-
Staring at the orange sky @ 5:13 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Its been a while since i had to work 6 days in a week.. just say my schedule for this coming week and MY GOD! Im gonna be busy busy like hell sia.. As for my social life, have been clubbing every chance i got on off days but i still feel somewhat empty. This week has been pretty "interesting" =P Aint gonna say much but it definitely is a week to remember.. Hope things will stay happy and all.. Oh and yea.. spent most of my pay in 10 days since i got it! now i have 20 more days to last without sufficient cash.. *begs* pls donate to the cal support fund thanks! haha.. gotta rush off now. To anyone readin, cheers and lean back! =D
Staring at the orange sky @ 10:29 PM