 
 
 My mood seems so dense now.. a month and 5 more days to go before it hits my 19th birthday.. Thinkin back, that was the time when me and jessie were still datin each other! Gosh.. has it been a year already..? Feels like it was a year wasted.. Saw a webbie attached to her nick in msn jus now and i went to visit the site.. saw pics of her and her bf.. kinda happy for her and yet.. heh.. im jus silly.
 
Staring at the orange sky @ 6:15 AM 
  
	
		Friday, August 20, 2004
Shall stop this shit talk. Anyway, im planning to take off from work on the eve and my actual birthday.. Only thing now is what should i do? hmm... go clubbin? chalet? Was thinkin of celebratin at sentosa.. like an overnight thing.. Last time i was there, it was magnificent! But im also thinkin of the response.. have a feeling most people wont or CANT stay.. sigh.. what to do what to do..?